tired ><

quite a depressing entry this is.

Maybe i can wake up tomorrow morning and everything will be fine again. But then, maybe it won't. And maybe this is it.

Either way, I'll just be taking a step at a time and hope for the best.

May be this is want i want after all.

I love yuyu and hk for making everything so much easier.

I'm going to bed now..

Yuyuuu: wow... hypnosis

One of the many reasons why i want to switch from Commerce/Science to Psychology is because Psych is just so much fun (well, at least for now. i know ill be singing a different tune once all the essay writing, stacks of reading and long hours of research and planning for experiments kicks in). Why? Where else would you find a tutorial that attempts to put their students under Hypnosis?

Not that it worked on me ~~ no no. i think i might have been at least a bit influenced by it but overall, i found the experience to be interesting and... HILARIOUS!!!! hehehehehe xD it took me effort to bite my lip and stop myself from bursting out laughing ~~ maybe it was just coz i didnt want to be hypontised...

Anyway ~~~ so uni still sucks. and whoever told me that my HSC year would be the hardest year of my education is such a good liar. ASIF!! I'm slaving away trying to study for another freaking HSC style thing in 4 months or something!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!

if i dont change out of commerce/science to psychology soon, ill go crazy.

Yuyuuuu: WAHHHHHHHHH!

i dont like uni.

WAHHHHHH!! *cries*

i hate morning lectures where i fall asleep almost every time!

i dont like accounting or microeconomics coz that stuff does NOT click with my mind... the only subject i love is psychology coz i actually get it and it's so incredibly interesting whereas supply and demand curves does not capture my attention whatsoever.

I need to change to bachelor of psych. soon. and drop my commerce subjects. so i wont go crazy next year.

rawrs!!!

aada

i finally got my own account!!
anywayys... im scared crapless about my driving test this week. argh! ANNNND on the same day, i got my 4 hour babs lesson ANNNND a cruise. im going to be so tired when i get home :(
the driving instructor says im ready to go but yet, i still feel so unconfident on the roads. Like, every time i give way, i always give way for a much longer time than i need to. i hope my driving examiner is an extremely patient person, otherwise, oh help!

Uni is getting a bit better, im getting a bit more used to it, and im beginning to pig out everyday at uni now - meaning my pocket money is soon going to nil! i love the kebabs and salads there. hehehe!

my phone bills over these last few months have been sky rocketing high and so i got a new phone and a new plan! i feel soooo much more freedom in calling people to meet up and stuff now. i hate being stingy with the phone. its not the awesomest phone ever, but im so in love with it right now... i guess im just easily amused by technology!

In the past month, i have bought myself 5 new bags.. there goes my $$$$ but at least ill have variety now.

ok, im tired, im hungry, and i have a headache. my entry is not going to get any better than this. im going to eat nowwwwwwww!!

ada

*Sigh*
Uni has started. I like meeting new and friendly faces but i HATE my hours and my workload. Officially jealous of all others with less hours than me. I can't but dread everyday because i know that once i leave at 8am in the morning, i won't be home and resting until 7 at night. I basically dont really have time for much else especially on top of my 8 hours of work each week.

Looking forward to my mid-session break which will be in a weeks time. I do sortaish like the subjects that i'm doing. Biology, physics, higher chemistry and maths. But i hate how the lecturers go at a mega fast pace, its so hard not to drift off to sleep because i can't catch up to what they're saying.

There's not much to write about, but i loved catching up with everyone and bumping into others who i haven't seen in YEARS.

Yours in unbelievable tire,
Ada

Yuyuuu has started uni...

h e a d a c h e.

b i g h e a d a c h e.


so yeah, i started uni today -- and as predicted, even though the psych lecture was a typical intro one, it STILL rocked the accounting and microeconomics lectures. i just got two of my course textbooks today (eco and psych) AND OMG!!! THEY WERE SO HEAVY!!!!>_<" AND I HAD TO LAG THEM AROUND UNI FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!!!

but yes -- i like uni so far^^ might be a different story on wed tho since i have 5 hour straight classes and maths where i know noone...


Love,
Yuyuu

Yuyuuu: in the latest news

ADA!!! <33 the photos!!!!

I had my 18th bday party last sunday as you can probably tell from Ada's entry. i had heaps of fun; ada and hk came over early so we can have our 'girl cook day' which involved not so much of me making the chicken risotto coz i was preparing sushi for the BBQ so all credit for the nice risotto goes to Hk and Ada=]] we had fun watching Ratatouille and at 3, people started showing up and crowded around the TV watching the movie, chatting and later, playing or watching people play wii. i had a few surprises -- i was very touched by all the gifts and cards that i received from everyone so thank you thank you=]] The BBQ kicked off and i was playing hostress and waitress, cruising all over the yard serving chicken, lamb, beef and sausages to everyone. i had so much fun catching up with people i havent seen for ages eg. Sarah, Derek and Nina-poo. i had fun playing wii and stepmania and my parents, i believe, had fun having so many young people around the house -- they thought the ddring in my room was hilarious.

i dont have any photos to post up coz im not a camera kinda person -- but check out Ada's Facebook!^^ there are photos of the BBQ there=]]

For the past two days, i have been going to UNSW's Orientiation Week -- early morning intro speeches and a lack of sleep do not go very well together as you would imagine so i struggled to keep my eyes open and ears listening at the Commerce Welcome yesterday. i saw a couple of people in the crowd that i recognised and know and i also ran into a couple of old tutor buddies and exes that i had a nice chat to=]] LOL - i also somehow managed to join at least 6 societies within the last two days -- for some reason im in the Taiwanese and Hong Kong Student societies hahahah and here's the catch: i cant speak mando, im not from Hong Kong OR Taiwan.XD ohhh im so good lol. ohh and danny and i went on a freebies spree today -- he forced me to steal at least three stress balls for him and get my hair done by hairdressers in front of everyone -- i ended up with curls in a matter of minutes and of course, the hair curling was for freexP

felt a bit sick today -- girl stuff. kinda embarassed myself on the train today coz i had tears rolling down my face coz i was in so much pain and i felt like throwing up. everyone was staring at me... and i felt sorry for the girl sitting next to me on the train>_<

anyway - that's it for me now!

xoxo,
Yuyu